I’m at the half-way mark

I’m at the half way mark…The minute I finish this…I’m done with nursing forever..

I threw away the employment form they gave me..I do not ever want to work in a hospital.

6 more weeks baby!!!

I have had this song on this blog before…and this song is beautiful..

it keeps reminding me of the time when i was with this guy that i didn’t really like and I was in love with another…and the other guy was attached and he sort of liked me too..

both of us felt guilty but we had our affair was great..heh =)

leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it’s the wrong time for somebody new
it’s a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah, with you?
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it’s the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
it’s the wrong time she’s pulling me through
it’s a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright?
is that alright with you?
is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright
is that alright with you
and is that alright yeah?
is that alright
is that alright
is that alright with you?
no?

I thank god.

Never in my life have I been so grateful and I’m thanking god like I’ve never before…

My mum finally understood the pain of me being in nursing…

I thought it would take loads of persuasion and tears to get out of one year of working as a nurse..

But as much as it would be good for the certificate(i’m gonna get) if i had work a year…

this diploma plus my o levels got me all set to join NIE…yipee…

Yes, I’d rather be a teacher…maybe cause it runs in my family (my mum’s side especially) all my 3 aunts plus my mum are teachers. I’ve got people who would give me advice and suggestions for this career.

I’m excited and all ready. Let me corrupt young minds please.

now to just get over these next 12 weeks….countdown with me people!

*thanks mum, you finally understand the pain I had to go thru from the time I told you I hated nursing…

Can I have a hug please?

after 3 days of freezing my arse off in that old school lecture theatre..i have to finally face reality.

And I hate it.

The shifts will be erratic…off days will be most probably on a weekday.

What happens to the band on saturdays? sundays gone..

I was telling darsh..and she said she feels my pain…haha…

I need a hug!!!

Damn.

Been dragging myself to work though i got a damn bad flu..

and wearing  a mask has never been so hard for me. I can hardly breathe in it.

My mum woke me up yesterday evening while i was taking a nap.Here’s our conversation:

Mum: Primela.Wake up, why are you sleeping?

Me:Tired and I think I’m sick.

Mum: I know you’re brother is sick,are you sure you’re sick? (he is soooo not okay!!)

Me:Yeah, I think you better get out of the room, its full of germs.

Mum: You wait.(she walks out….i fall asleep)

Mum:(comes in and sticks a thermometer in my mouth)

Me:how?

Mum: woah..you must be having dengue man, you wanna go the doctor?

Me: No..whatever for…I don’t have dengue,its just a normal flu.

Mum: Okay, missy, you said it.(walks out)

Times like this i need a good slap on my forehead.

And my mum thinks the whole replacing days you miss attachment is rubbish.

I hope i recover by friday. In time for the gig on sunday at dxo…woohoo..

Anyway, the second pic was on sunday when i got a bad hangover from saturday night and i had to meet tim the next morning.

Wait a minute.

The only time you get to step into the gents(in a hospital) without weird stares is….. when you’re a nurse.

Anyway i was browsing a friend of my friend’s site… beconfused.com

I found this.

Exhausted.

That’s what I am….exhausted. Its only tuesday.

I can’t wait for Feb 1st, its freedom….

to that idiot:

Everyday i have this urge to fly there and make sure you’re alright.