Archive for December, 2007

24
Dec
07

For a temporary moment of happiness..now turned into a rather emo morning…

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I had a lot of fun yesterday…

I met Jason and Alex after work…went to Penninsula Plaza to get shirts..I got one for the lil bro…ate..and then met up with Desmond…we bumped into Bj…

After that, we went to Millenia Walk…wanted to get jason his gummy bears…he got jelly beans instead..and we found munchy donuts totally orgasmic…

We ended up meeting Des again, after he accompanied his friend to get some stuff…

So we headed to Wild Oats(totally hard to find by foot), i reserved a table for 4, thru Aruna much earlier, we got 1- for -1 beers thanks to her….=)

So we drank like nobody’s business……laughed, smoked, insulted, the guys were gawking at the girls there….

I ended up feeling a bit woozy…. but I made it home

I woke up this morning with a damn depressing song in my head…

So imagine how I feel now… I can’t pinpoint what exactly is it…but its about  the way I look and about love.

Guys will be guys i guess….

22
Dec
07

I’m at the half-way mark

I’m at the half way mark…The minute I finish this…I’m done with nursing forever..

I threw away the employment form they gave me..I do not ever want to work in a hospital.

6 more weeks baby!!!

I have had this song on this blog before…and this song is beautiful..

it keeps reminding me of the time when i was with this guy that i didn’t really like and I was in love with another…and the other guy was attached and he sort of liked me too..

both of us felt guilty but we had our affair was great..heh =)

leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it’s the wrong time for somebody new
it’s a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah, with you?
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it’s the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
it’s the wrong time she’s pulling me through
it’s a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright?
is that alright with you?
is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don’t shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it’s loaded
is that alright
is that alright with you
and is that alright yeah?
is that alright
is that alright
is that alright with you?
no?

17
Dec
07

Candy canes…

….for those who can guess the meaning behind this song…

When the shirt came off, it was all in time
When a m-m-m-minute turned into a mile
And then I broke that grin, and I cut it out
And you got all turned on by the taste of your sin
When I mention blue, all you thought was color
When you mention drugs, all I thought was sober
When your pants came off and I turned you over
When you mention blue

Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven’t seen him smile in a while

Keep the mask aligned
Get it up in time
There’s a space between valleys
and try and catch a vibe
Make a circle square, a rectangle curve
Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb
Run quick switch sides
Spill the filled up cancer
And the room is shaking
Now you’re changing places,
and I switched my pace,
and my breathing races when you mention blue

Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven’t seen him smile in a while
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time! (This is not [x6])
Smile, haven’t seen him smile in a while
Kill, smile, cut out for me cut it cut it out
Smile, cut cut it out for me cut it cut it out
We cut it out!

13
Dec
07

And this episode made me cry..

Been having my season 3 grey’s anatomy marathons..

the last one  i watched made me cry…loads…and this is the song that featured in that show along with shots from the episode…

12
Dec
07

our great expectations

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“We all think we’re going to be great

and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met

but sometimes our expectations sell short…

You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations.

Because its the expected that just keeps us steady, still.

The expected…. its just the beginning.

The unexpected is what changes our lives……” – Grey’s anatomy,s3,ep13.

11
Dec
07

What my blog is best viewed for?

The good thing about wordpress is that they tell you how many people have visited your blog and also how they stumbled on your blog, by searching certain stuff…so i shall list some of the top things people searched.(If you have been reading..you would know which posts)

1)the “awesome” poems i came up with because I was bored

2)the famous tiki head from night at the museum

3)people searching primela32119, primela32119.wordpress.com

4)the exhausted kitty and the man in jail pictures…

62 views yesterday….and 13 spam comments which never made it to my blog…=)

Anyway, check this out…its my all time favourite song tbs- cute without the ‘e’ on piano

10
Dec
07

my throat is being a bitch

I can’t believe it…my throat has been swollen for 5 days now…

I can hardly eat… Surviving on 1 bowl of porridge per day…

Its like having a cut in your throat and everytime you eat..its like feeding the cut with bacteria…i shit you not…its that painful…

05
Dec
07

Lesson learnt.

People rarely hear me talking about god. But at times when you realise you’re all alone, you know you have god by your side. Hard to believe that i’ll be talking about god. But when I was bummed out about stuff like attachments and friends. I prayed for determination. And it helps really. Sounds stupid, but sometimes after running long distances, I pray to god that it’ll be windy…and I get it all the time. haha.

Right now, I’d like to think that I’ve cut out the people who have/had made my life miserable. I don’t see the point in hanging out with them when all I feel when I’m with them is either hatred or dread. If their apology is sincere then of course I’ll try to forget.  No longer do I plan to be gullible and let people step all over me. Cut out the unappreciative people, and people who only want to go out with me to pass time.

People have been questioning my commitment to people in my love life. I guess right now, it doesn’t matter if I commit or not, I don’t see the reason why I have to be so serious with a person I don’t think I’m even gonna marry. Marriage shouldn’t be on my mind right now. I’m only 20. heh. But then again, in this superficial, “outer looks matter” world, its gonna be hard to find someone who’ll be true to you or rather me. If only looks didn’t matter…

With that aside, if you all haven’t checked out one of my favourite local bands.  You should Valentine’s Letter….you can either visit their blog, myspace or search youtube for their live vids.

Anyway, The Used cd is my new love. I’m beginning to love all their songs.

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04
Dec
07

Steady crazy baby under the tree

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I loved the attention till you decided someone else deserved it.

01
Dec
07

Its the damn fever…

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I see the stats slipping..

Anyway, yesterday i really had fun at the Full Flight gig…

Loads of nice pictures taken by me and Aruna…

You can see the pictures either on Friendster or at this site for loads more pictures…




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