Archive for January, 2008

27
Jan
08

And then….

4 more days(excluding today) till freedom..

and then……

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23
Jan
08

Superficiality coming from a kid….typical…

how lovely it would be if i had the time to blog about every single fucking minute of my life..

anyway, attachments are nearly ending…can you feel my joy?

i feel like a let down to a few people.Like promises i can’t keep cause things are not going my way. but i know they understand.

I’ve been busy out and about with friends, going for gigs, going for band. till my mum banned me…so i’m grounded…at the age of nearly 21….

my fun is always with VLC guys….though i’m not all the time,out with them but the late nights once in a while…is fun…

Deafcon9 was kind of humdrum event for me…i was busy taking pictures..i know VL felt great..they did fabulous…it was just my mood that day…killed it.

And it got worse at night….people one by one started killing my mood.

Esp the superficial one.changed my mind about thinking maybe she’s not so bad after all…  I don’t know what’s her story and I don’t really care… cause she looks way pathetic to me. I’m slowly cutting the number of people i’m nice to…and she’s one of them, along with a certain someone i dread seeing recently.

18
Jan
08

maybe i…….what do i know…..?

i can’t stand the fact that i’ve been standing next to you for the past 3 years…

and never ever told you how i felt. its getting to me now…

and everyone is saying i’m infactuated….

fuck….its a vicious cycle i’m going thru over and over again…

oh yeah…apparently i’m everyone’s potential screwover…

so please use me and abuse me…

See all those people on the ground,
Wasting time…
I try to hold it all inside,
Just for tonight,
On top of the world,
I’m sitting here wishing,
The things I’ve become,
But something is missing,
Maybe I…
What do I know.

And now it seems that I have found,
Nothing at all,
I wanna hear your voice out loud,
Slow it down, slow it down,
Without it all,
I’m choking on nothing,
It’s clear in my head,
that I’m screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own

Without it all,
I’m choking on nothing,
It’s clear in my head,
that I’m screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own

08
Jan
08

I love them.

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Thanks esp to Su and Jason for being there for me always

When I was down, i could turn to both of you..and just talking made everything better.

And i enjoy our outings always.=)

VLC…the insane bunch…

always there to cheer me up…

02
Jan
08

love triangle thing.it won’t go away.

“Intensity In Ten Cities by Chiodos”

I’m not the one that you want, I’ll only let you down.
And I’m pretty sure that you’ve caught on.

And you can say that ‘Oh, I’m just feeling sorry for my…’

I think it’s every time I walk into a room
a silence so sudden that I seem to hear it

(Smiles turn to frowns)
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.

And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?

I’m not the one that you want, I’ll only let you down.
And I’m pretty sure that you’ve caught on.
And you can say that ‘Oh, I’m just feeling sorry for myself’

Or maybe it’s all eyes on him
in love with ego and intention
the eyes that are just begging me for more
.
This is gone and I can see it
your head is full of words,
full of words that don’t mean anything.

And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?

I’m not the one that you want, I’ll always let you down.
And I’m pretty sure that you’ve caught on.
And you can say that ‘Oh, I’m just feeling sorry for myself’

I’m not the one that you want, I’ll always let you down.
And I’m pretty sure that you’ve caught on.
And you can say that ‘Oh, I’m just feeling sorry for myself’
(If that’s how you feel, then what’s there to do?
I’ll keep this feeling in my heart
but when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.
)

the one who loves me said. “i’m not the one you love. but i’m there for you forever.”

and there i am dying to get the attention of the one i like. i must be a fool.

01
Jan
08

Oh crap. 2008 already?

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