Archive for June, 2008

30
Jun
08

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

I was recently at timbre to catch Peepshow make it through to the finals. they didn’t, but they have the biggest of them all which is Baybeats.

On the way there, there was this group of rather goth looking people, and they wished us good luck for no apparent reason.

Upon careful observation, the drummer and vocalist caught my eye. The cutest people I’ve seen. And when I heard them play/ sing, my heart melted and sebas was on his feet cheering for them.

Here’s the video.

what a turn on!

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27
Jun
08

you’ve got me thinking..

I was in the bus, yesterday, making a long trip to an old friend’s house. Angered by many things, but above all,my friendship with a girl, whom I hardly recognise anymore….

She sent a text a few days back, asking me if I hated her. My reply was, I never hated her just needed to stay away from her. Hopefully she learns her lesson.

I tried helping her so many times, but my advice seem to fall on deaf ears. It angers me cause I go all out for a friend whom I feel doesn’t appreciate what I do for her. Above all, it kills me to see her getting hurt.

Noone should ever hurt in a relationship, i mean get physically hurt, regardless of who is at fault in a verbal dispute.

And though things maybe all stable right now, its gonna get worse, and if she’s not gonna believe me then she’s never gonna get out of the relationship. Disputes were never settled, rather they were put aside. The next fight will basically feed on the unsettled past.

I guess love really blinds you.

Probably the person in the video, felt the same way about his/her friend. Its the song that rang in my head when i thought of our situation.

Well I can’t regret,
Can’t you just forget it?
I started something I couldn’t finish
And if we go down,
We go down together

Best friends means,
Well best friends means

And I’ve got a twenty-dollar bill
That says you’re up late night starting
Fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
From friends who never loved you
Nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you

It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you

It’s something unforgivable…ohoh

Well I can’t regret,
Can’t you just forget it?
I started something I couldn’t finish
If we go down,
We go down together
Best friends means,
Well best friends means

You never knew
Well I never told you…
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it’s true
I’ve never done it with the style and grace you have
But I’ve made long term plans
Based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you’re as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let’s end this call,
And end this conversation
There’s nothing worse…
(That’s right he said, that’s right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(That’s right he said)
That you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

26
Jun
08

So quick, the fall of troy..

I have this ability to jinx my own relationships. You all get the drift.

Its bittersweet to finally be alone, with the complicated relationships, out of sight.

I can’t really say that I’m much happier… but the experience taught me, hell a lot!

But now it’s over I’m calmer like crimson. Throwing Down like water, I saw her when she hit the ground.

23
Jun
08

I’m so apathetic in my resentment.

Today, in the midst of sharing my bio expertise with my 2 students, I realised something…

I’ve not settled for less, rather, I’ve settled for better.

In the midst of desperation, people run to the first person who provides them with love and security, the necessity of almost every human being. I would like to think that recently, I have kept my guard up, so high up that I’ve never got a chance to be with the person I loved and who felt the same way.

And now I’ve found someone, in a million years, I never thought I would even think of dating. I thought it was worth a chance going out with him. You know, explore new grounds and stuff. He turned out to be the sweetest guy on earth.

The stares from unknowing strangers only got me thinking how shallow Singaporeans can be. And we choose to dismiss it everytime we encounter these people. Cause the world can say what they want, in the end, its just us.

And though feelings are still developing day by day, insecurities question, if I have settled for far less from what I deserve. The answer is no. I’ve settle for better. I do know that I’ve got a long way to go with him. And truthfully,I can’t wait.

So the world can say what they want, cause every second with him is perfect, for now.

Take my hand.
Take my life.

23
Jun
08

its in the signs

I happened to look at my horoscope today( totally unlike me)…

“Don’t fly off the handle to any shocking news that might come today–play it cool.”

In Detail

Don’t fly off the handle due to any shocking news that might come your way, today — you might be only getting part of the story, so it’s very unwise to connect the few dots you’ve been given. Wait for this story to develop more fully over the next few days. You will probably see that not only are things more complicated than you had heard, they’re also none of your business. Making assumptions will only lead to problems. So when you get that email or text, just hit ‘delete’ and move on.

So…i’ll wait of the rest of the story

But just so he knows, it will not be same without him. It’ll never be …..

22
Jun
08

Just so you know

you drive me crazy, everytime you pass me by.

I don’t want to wake up

22
Jun
08

mooood

in no mood to say much but i’ve been busy at band camp=)

and today i spent my time looking at someone special at nana’s wedding.

he’s cute….=)