27
Jun
08

you’ve got me thinking..

I was in the bus, yesterday, making a long trip to an old friend’s house. Angered by many things, but above all,my friendship with a girl, whom I hardly recognise anymore….

She sent a text a few days back, asking me if I hated her. My reply was, I never hated her just needed to stay away from her. Hopefully she learns her lesson.

I tried helping her so many times, but my advice seem to fall on deaf ears. It angers me cause I go all out for a friend whom I feel doesn’t appreciate what I do for her. Above all, it kills me to see her getting hurt.

Noone should ever hurt in a relationship, i mean get physically hurt, regardless of who is at fault in a verbal dispute.

And though things maybe all stable right now, its gonna get worse, and if she’s not gonna believe me then she’s never gonna get out of the relationship. Disputes were never settled, rather they were put aside. The next fight will basically feed on the unsettled past.

I guess love really blinds you.

Probably the person in the video, felt the same way about his/her friend. Its the song that rang in my head when i thought of our situation.

Well I can’t regret,
Can’t you just forget it?
I started something I couldn’t finish
And if we go down,
We go down together

Best friends means,
Well best friends means

And I’ve got a twenty-dollar bill
That says you’re up late night starting
Fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
From friends who never loved you
Nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you

It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you

It’s something unforgivable…ohoh

Well I can’t regret,
Can’t you just forget it?
I started something I couldn’t finish
If we go down,
We go down together
Best friends means,
Well best friends means

You never knew
Well I never told you…
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it’s true
I’ve never done it with the style and grace you have
But I’ve made long term plans
Based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you’re as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let’s end this call,
And end this conversation
There’s nothing worse…
(That’s right he said, that’s right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(That’s right he said)
That you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don’t believe me when I tell you
It’s something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

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