Archive for December 20th, 2008

20
Dec
08

it brings tears

Mum’s final message

Dear Natalia,

Thank you for bringing so much joy into our lives. You’ve changed your dad into a much better person. And me into someone less self centered. Maybe God decided that you were not meant to be brought into a world full of hatred.Whatever it is, I still can’t stop blaming myself. Maybe I made you ill. I didn’t get a chance to see you or say goodbye. I feel no closure.But I’m sure I will soon.

I’m half-glad to know you’re in a better place and with god. Noone can ever replace you, Natalia. You’ll always be my little girl.I’ll never forget you and how you’ve changed my life. Though we didn’t get a chance to know each other, I still love you.

Always missed.

Mum.

*in remembrance of natalia

I cherish my loss, a gentle reminder, that life is unkind at the best of times.

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