Archive for May, 2009

28
May
09

a seam away from breaking

i can’t seem to understand certain people in my life… whether close or casual acquaintances. I seem so easily taken advantage of. Is it wrong being soft hearted…I can’t change the way I am. I get angry at myself for being that way many times recently. The betrayal and hurt from other people…just goes to show a person like me should trust noone but myself. And to the people who have striked me off so easily or just plain forget that i was there for you once…..thank you for making my life less of a living hell. really. don’t expect to be there for you guys anymore. I’m gone.

moments forever faded will burn you tonight

26
May
09

still wishing?

we dont wish for the easy stuff
we wish for big things
things that are ambitious
out of reach
we wish because we need help
and we’re scared
and we know we may be asking too much
we still wish though
that nothing changes
because
sometimes
they come true

20
May
09

shortlived

you know how i love surprises. and to finally see your face, today. you have no idea how happy you made me today. But as soon as you were here, you had to leave so quick. I hope you are safe. and i hope you’re happy. Its not the end for sure,  but i still wish you the best.

18
May
09

I got inked today

and i’ve never been this happy.

my tattoo

17
May
09

i swear its funny the first time.

13
May
09

frustration

its not worth my time. if you’re not bothered to put in the effort, so am i. two can play this game, this very wicked game.=)

12
May
09

might be the answer to your question

why does life seem unfair to you?

my answer is: We make it seem life is unfair. If we look at it positively, its the mistakes you made in life that make you who you are today. Prob heard it a million times. but its true. If it wasn’t for the mistakes, we would all have child like minds. never growing and never getting stronger,emotionally, of course. If you live by the motto “things happen for a reason”….you’d know at the end of it..(whatever problems etc.) good things will come your way. It only depends on how long you take to move on from the bad things that are happening or has happened.

Whenever something really really bad has happened,I always thought it was god’s way of giving me a wake up call, telling me that I shouldn’t live my life this way.

I guess its all perception. how we perceive that certain situation its how we’ll move on from there. If only we took things more positively, there would be more good things to look forward to.