Archive for the 'bored' Category

14
Apr
09

a pocket full of posers!

posers

Ring a noose damn losers
A pocketful of posers!
f- bitch!, f-bitch!
I’ll bring you down.

*i was bored, reading someone’s blog and the nursery rhyme popped into my mind.


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04
Mar
09

hah.

I don’t know if you guys love ellen degeneres cause she mentioned on her show that she has live webcams in her studio. So, I visited the website true enough, they provide live still images every 15 seconds. So now, its like 8 plus at night at the warner bros studio. There has been a stray cat running around her studio so, what she has been doing is actually leaving food  and water for this cat. Now, she added like a play thing for the cat… take a look….

ellensetI’ll keep a look out for that stray cat.

17
Feb
09

Please don’t leave me.

She made a sad song funny that’s why i love her!!!!

I don’t know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is….broken

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I’ve never been this nasty
Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don’t mean it
I mean it, I promise

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can’t be without, you’re my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I’m sorry.

Please, please don’t leave me

Baby please don’t leave me
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me no no no
You say I don’t need you but it’s always gonna come right back,
It’s gonna come right back to this.
Please, don’t leave me.
No.
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me

15
Feb
09

I’ve got you figured out(does that make you feel safe?)


It’s not that I don’t trust you.Well, I just know what you’ve been up to.And well this dial tone is agreeing with everything I’ve had in mind.So as her eyes move past your shoulder and your shades start moving in the same direction.Don’t worry I won’t say a thing.And you can’t blame a girl for stickin’ to what she knows..

If I could get to sleep then,I guess you could stop pretending.Cause if I didn’t think you loved it,well then I wouldn’t play along.You’re down for selling me out while I play dumb,it’s cool cause I let you,thought I’d never catch you,you’d say “we’re only friends.” yeah, real good friends, I bet.

forget your lips,your eyes,forget our one last kiss goodnight.

forget I’ve got you figured out.

12
Feb
09

On most days..

I’d be sleeping. But today, my eyes refuse to close, my brain won’t settle. Too many things running through my mind. So I take it back that things are good with her. Its not, its turning into a senseless squabble. Can i be there for you now? Will you just give me a sign that you care?

On a happier note, I’ve labelled someone my scandal, cause I find so much joy in flirting with him and he feels the same way too. Its childish, senseless stuff.But who cares. Companionship.=)

02
Feb
09

it tells a story.

Here I lie
I’m staring at
Clouds in shapes of
Dogs and cats
I hear a woman
Start to yell
Oh dear God I
Think he fell

I’m the arrow
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

A priest is rushing
To my side
Begins to read me
My last rites
Father you’re too late
My faith is weak
So won’t you save your
half-hearted speech

I’m the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

A man bends down and says, “Son
we’re gonna get through this one
take my hand and let us pray.”
I scream, “Please get the fuck away.”

I’m the arrow
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

The ambulance is singing
As cops push back the crowd
I start to take my last breath
As blood pours out my mouth
The medics walk in my way
I think this could be it
I hear ’em start to state,
“The time of death is half past six.”

I’m the arrow
Shot straight to hell
I’m the arrow
Shot straight to hell

03
Nov
08

4 days…

i had this damn uncomfortable feeling on thursday… on friday, i started coughing, then the cold, then the on and off fever throughout the night. So Saturday i took mc…went for band, came home to sleep…then watched Peepshow=). i thought only Eugenia and I would be the ones going, but soon after halimah came along, and I bumped into laura and her friend outside centrepoint..so they came along. anyway, i went back that night feeling even worse cause of the fluctuating fever. Sunday, i couldn’t breathe properly, so another day of mc.

I went to work this morning thinking I was alright, but the moment i started work I was nauseated and could hardly breathe, went to a&e. I’m fine now, got 2 days mc. but i’m like trembling, i can’t write for nuts(the side effect of the medication)

I swear, I hate being sick….=(